I am lost

I don't know what to do now...I am totally lost...

I don't want to do anything. I feel a great failure when facing the world. Nothing to say, I am not a person like complaining...I just express my current feeling, just give vent to emotion, just try to make myself happier, just try to make myself comfort... Anyway, everything has to be going on, no matter who you are, how strong you are. The world will definitely go around no matter if you are alive or dead. I know this exactly...

Give myself 2 days, the weekend, after this weekend, I will be on my way.

Perhaps I am wrong to get over myself. Being modest, accepting with an open mind will help me find my correct position to stand. And another thing, being polite to anybody.

Right, that is it. Good luck to me.